ninionthemoon

people suck in general. so much drama. change is coming for me. hopefully for the better. this is overly artsy (though not really) and pretentious (definitely). i'm just too lazy to hit the shift button. i need a cigarette. or alcohol. freaky story time; a friend of mine just had a baby. i used to go to high school with her. we used to hang out a lot but i haven't talked to her for years. i found out today she'd had a little baby boy. in the toilet. her mum found her in a pool of blood on the bathroom floor, baby in the loo. drama ensued. she didn't know she was pregnant, nobody had noticed anything. she'd even lost weight and had been com

I figured if you practised drawing for one hour every day for one year, you'd get really good at drawing. And if you were to practice playing the guitar for one hour every day for one year, you'd get really good at playing the guitar. I spend at least two hours a day zoning out while listening to music. Every single day. So I listen to a lot of music. So I figured that if I was to take one of those many zoning out and listening to music hours and apply it to something I was kind of good at, but due to neglect rather rusty at which translates to that I sort of suck at it now, I'd get really good at that thing that I used to be kind of good

"[...]just because I'm afraid you're true." I'm drinking coke & rum at eight in the morning? Well, I never really went to bed so it doesn't count (it doesn't, shut up). Maybe I should upload some of my writings here, just to show that I'm contributing with something. Although I prefer livejournal by far. Which is why I never fucking write in this thing. Also, going to visit some relatives down south today. Ffffff. Looking forward to it. I just loathe that my plane leaves at ten p.m. So late! D: ...I need to pack my suitcase.